Went for SJI today lols, nothing much to talk about actually. Just a normal bbq in a condo in Newton. Ok, Xiong Kai, Clement and Bryan got wet. But actually it was just like any other BBQ lah lols. So I won't bore ppl with the details =D.
Anyways, I'm actually more worried about my life now. Its almost like I'm no longer in control of my life, and that the environment is taking control instead. Though it doesn't seem like so, its just the feeling that something is wrong. Like... I ain't being what I WANTED myself to be... Can't be the social student that I envisioned myself to be to succeed in my studies, instead, I'm this pathetic gamer at home, and slacker in school.
While I know I must change, my body refuses to answer to my brain's logical decision and continues to slack on.
Bah. I need help. If this goes on, I'm going to screw another year of my life again, just like Secondary 4.
Serious.
Anyways, I'm actually more worried about my life now. Its almost like I'm no longer in control of my life, and that the environment is taking control instead. Though it doesn't seem like so, its just the feeling that something is wrong. Like... I ain't being what I WANTED myself to be... Can't be the social student that I envisioned myself to be to succeed in my studies, instead, I'm this pathetic gamer at home, and slacker in school.
While I know I must change, my body refuses to answer to my brain's logical decision and continues to slack on.
Bah. I need help. If this goes on, I'm going to screw another year of my life again, just like Secondary 4.
Serious.
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