Founder's Day is coming up and the list of prize winners within the school has been posted up. I may seem rather fine about the whole issue that I didn't get anything, but I guess detention today has really just convinced me that I was just lying to myself.

I mean, seriously, I'm very disappointed at myself for doing so freaking badly at my examinations. Not just my promos but everything I have done in the past year.

Today, as I stay in detention, I am aware that most of the other BP guys that came in with me are in the hall rehearsing for next friday. And it only made it worse that I couldn't even do my Maths homework cause I didn't know how.

And quite honestly, I'm pissed that I didn't join their ranks because of the lazy bastard I've been the past year. I'll put it clear here. I'm not pissed at them for scoring well. They have done well and I am actually happy for them. But I'm pissed that I'm doing like shit. And that is nowhere near the well that I'm supposed to be doing.

Fuck this.

It is time.