Today I had quite a lot of time, managed to take some time off and went off to play pool with my father when he came home at 9pm.

So why am I really studying now? As in seriously. To get a job? To live a wealthy life? To support my family in the future?

Is it really all that shallow? Really, is it really that realistic? I'm alive just to follow the flow? And just add onto the numbers?

Even if its so...

I won't accept that.

I'm here for a greater purpose something worth my time. If not, I'll make my presence felt. To change the world in my small little way, and as I grow, to make bigger changes as I gain greater ability to do so.

And that, is accomplished by studying. Honestly, I dunno what I'm going to do for the future. But I'll do something.

Something that defines the reason I was born for.