Hmm what is this, is it what they mean by the writer's block? I feel like I have really, many things to write here. Thoughts, ideas, incidents even funny bits of news online. But yet, I'm reduced to be writing this completely random post about... well, having actually nothing to write.
In fact, now that we're approaching the end of JC life, one would be expecting someone emo like me to have many to say, but really, I have nothing to write about. Not even anything to say about. I'm more of just in a state of... dumbness. (In both meanings of the word.)
I have wrote something on facebook, and as I wrote, I start to grow more and more tired of the whole thing. I did write over a thousand words of course, but it became more and more pointless as it went along. I discover that even when I wrote all those things, my memories and feelings along the way, nobody would really care.
Now, I meant that not in the literal sense, but rather, that nobody would really be interested in taking up another person's feelings and experiences, especially everyone of us went through the same thing ourselves. Each one of us would have formed our own opinions of every activity, every memory of JC life, so whatever I write would already have been embedded in your head already, perhaps in a different encryption and definitely with a different view. If anything, whatever I would be writing would only be enticing you to go back and look at the past, and just remember YOUR own memories in YOUR own ways.
I did not go through JC myself. In fact, most of the readers of this blog are going through JC. Or ending Secondary School, depending on your age(Duh.). There was really no point in writing anything like what I wrote 2 years ago, I realized. And that really took everything out of writing a lengthly wall of words to blind your eyes.
But of course, let nothing stop yourself from revisiting your past 2 years, or your past year. Be it privately or publicly, take some time, and look back at the past. We're here to experience the present, and archive them, for snickers and laughs in the future. If we don't look back, and constantly focus on the present, really, what's the fun when there's no comparison?
So look back today, on everything. Not just large events like Orientations and Carnivals, but also people and friends. Perhaps, even approach one or two of them, and just thank them for their patience through the year.
Happy Baccalaureates Everyone.
In fact, now that we're approaching the end of JC life, one would be expecting someone emo like me to have many to say, but really, I have nothing to write about. Not even anything to say about. I'm more of just in a state of... dumbness. (In both meanings of the word.)
I have wrote something on facebook, and as I wrote, I start to grow more and more tired of the whole thing. I did write over a thousand words of course, but it became more and more pointless as it went along. I discover that even when I wrote all those things, my memories and feelings along the way, nobody would really care.
Now, I meant that not in the literal sense, but rather, that nobody would really be interested in taking up another person's feelings and experiences, especially everyone of us went through the same thing ourselves. Each one of us would have formed our own opinions of every activity, every memory of JC life, so whatever I write would already have been embedded in your head already, perhaps in a different encryption and definitely with a different view. If anything, whatever I would be writing would only be enticing you to go back and look at the past, and just remember YOUR own memories in YOUR own ways.
I did not go through JC myself. In fact, most of the readers of this blog are going through JC. Or ending Secondary School, depending on your age(Duh.). There was really no point in writing anything like what I wrote 2 years ago, I realized. And that really took everything out of writing a lengthly wall of words to blind your eyes.
But of course, let nothing stop yourself from revisiting your past 2 years, or your past year. Be it privately or publicly, take some time, and look back at the past. We're here to experience the present, and archive them, for snickers and laughs in the future. If we don't look back, and constantly focus on the present, really, what's the fun when there's no comparison?
So look back today, on everything. Not just large events like Orientations and Carnivals, but also people and friends. Perhaps, even approach one or two of them, and just thank them for their patience through the year.
Happy Baccalaureates Everyone.
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