Once again, the last bookout before I get off the island of Tekong, hopefully permanently. In fact, I'll probably won't be going even into the army for a while, but that's another story altogether.

Actually, I've realized that the life in the army has been kind of "in the back of my mind" for me. Everything had been, just do this, just do that. Shut up and get it done, otherwise knock it down. Lols. Much leading me to a situation where I really don't utilize my head at all. Just follow instructions, screw everything else.

If not for Games day, when I saw some new recruits entering School 1 in the distance, perhaps I wouldn't even have realized this fact at all. Everything has just gone by so fast, within the weeks, and really, you realize that you've just been following instructions and learning skills along the way without understanding. Just do, because you just need to get it done.

And as we celebrated Recruits Evening that day, and past all the irritating rock music, I couldn't help but to just ponder if really, that should be the way I act in BMT daily. Making suggestions, etc.

Maybe, maybe not. But that's all in the past now, with POC in the horizon, there is nothing much left for me from Ninja Company.

Well, ironically, after 7 weeks, I've actually developed some feelings for them.

Duty. Honour. Country.