Wow, it has been close to a month since my last update. Well, I have only 10 mins to do one now, so I might as well make the best of it.
First of all, to thank everyone for giving so many surprised through the course of the day. I really dunno what to say already. Thanks everyone :D
School's been good, some mugging here and there, nothing much to be worried about. Though I have to say that I did screw up my test today quite badly.
So be it. Its my birthday, I can do whatever the damn hell I want... =P Just joking =X. Didn't really quite understood the subject at hand, and misread the question on the test. Its quite a pissoff, but I'll make sure it doesn't happen again.
Weather's also been turning from cold to even colder. I can now see smoke coming out of my mouth even as early as 5pm and the sun is starting to set earlier and earlier. Now about 5pm its completely dark already. Quite depressing to see the night for most times of the day. Doesn't help that the rest of the morning are spent in the Clore Lecture Theater.
Oh, and I have decided not to return for the winter break as well. The air ticket prices are ridiculous. Completely out of this world. But then again, my term starts back at 9 Jan, so I can't make it for ACJC open house anyways.
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It has been just over a month since I left the airport and took the plane down to London. I could still remember how the tears almost came flowing out that day. To be perfectly honest, for the last hour at the airport, I constantly asked myself. What the hell was I doing this for?
Still, I look the ticket and my bags and proceed to board the plane anyways. The first week was exciting upon landing. Things and things to prepare, more and more people to know. Because of all the hubbub happening around you, you drown yourself in the task and push your own personal insecurities to the back of your mind. If you didn't get a duvet, you would freeze for the night, not the time to be considering about the reason for coming to London to study.
As the weeks past, we start to get better and better at taking care of ourselves. Memorizing the places around, getting yourself stocked up on food. Then came the incredible amount of workload unlike any others in Singapore.
But soon, you'll once again get used to it. It all becomes common in your new life, and you once again find time to think back and recall about all those insecurities that your brought with you into London when you stepped into that plane.
Would I be able to handle the workload? How are people back in Singapore? How cold will it be tomorrow? How are my friends from AC? How are the NSC people now doing? How are my juniors coping in A Levels? How are my NS brothers doing? Would I regret the decision to study overseas in the end?
In the end, all the questions of the future, where no answer is present, until when they have past as experiences.
I guess I should look for something to fill up the time once again.
First of all, to thank everyone for giving so many surprised through the course of the day. I really dunno what to say already. Thanks everyone :D
School's been good, some mugging here and there, nothing much to be worried about. Though I have to say that I did screw up my test today quite badly.
Weather's also been turning from cold to even colder. I can now see smoke coming out of my mouth even as early as 5pm and the sun is starting to set earlier and earlier. Now about 5pm its completely dark already. Quite depressing to see the night for most times of the day. Doesn't help that the rest of the morning are spent in the Clore Lecture Theater.
Oh, and I have decided not to return for the winter break as well. The air ticket prices are ridiculous. Completely out of this world. But then again, my term starts back at 9 Jan, so I can't make it for ACJC open house anyways.
..
It has been just over a month since I left the airport and took the plane down to London. I could still remember how the tears almost came flowing out that day. To be perfectly honest, for the last hour at the airport, I constantly asked myself. What the hell was I doing this for?
Still, I look the ticket and my bags and proceed to board the plane anyways. The first week was exciting upon landing. Things and things to prepare, more and more people to know. Because of all the hubbub happening around you, you drown yourself in the task and push your own personal insecurities to the back of your mind. If you didn't get a duvet, you would freeze for the night, not the time to be considering about the reason for coming to London to study.
As the weeks past, we start to get better and better at taking care of ourselves. Memorizing the places around, getting yourself stocked up on food. Then came the incredible amount of workload unlike any others in Singapore.
But soon, you'll once again get used to it. It all becomes common in your new life, and you once again find time to think back and recall about all those insecurities that your brought with you into London when you stepped into that plane.
Would I be able to handle the workload? How are people back in Singapore? How cold will it be tomorrow? How are my friends from AC? How are the NSC people now doing? How are my juniors coping in A Levels? How are my NS brothers doing? Would I regret the decision to study overseas in the end?
In the end, all the questions of the future, where no answer is present, until when they have past as experiences.
I guess I should look for something to fill up the time once again.
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