I know that these days, I seem like a person that can strike up a conversation with any stranger, but I still think of myself as an introvert. If anything, I find myself extremely comfortable in silence as my mind is allowed to spontaneously play with any thoughts that might float by. Anyways, there has never been much point of telling anyone else about your personal problems, for it only serves as a burden to others, and worse off, they might not even be able to offer you any advice you were hoping to hear.

Anyways, as the picture suggests, most of the time, all the decisions that you would made would probably already have been decided subconsciously. There's no need for others to assure yourself when you yourself will do.

Continuing on the subject, perhaps the topic that I would like to steer clear away is regarding relationships. Dealing with anything that could eventually lead to malicious gossips, which is usually just too much to handle. It simply only saddens me to know that some people will forever be the childish kids they are.

I regularly come to the conclusion that with the amount of thought I put into things, it is quite senseless to get myself to think about such subjects anyways. Most of what you expect is possible to happen never happens anyway. For any 20 scenarios to plan for, only one will appear in reality.

Most of the time, its either the simplest situation, or the unthinkable alternative. So why bother setting up contingency plans?

But then again, who can stop himself from thinking? I have thoughts in my brain 24/7. Its incredible how depressing life can get when you think about everything, all the time. Its reached the point that in bed, I've started to spend hours just staring into the ceiling and thinking. I no longer try to sleep at night. I simply just fall asleep unknowingly.

You never really get to enjoy the present, when your mind constantly dwells in the future.