Today was a good day.

The realization of many things and issues in my life. I used to wonder and lie to myself about the situation, believing that the next day would be better. At least take a turn for the positive side.

But taking a step back, I realized how one sided the whole thing had been. Its incredible how blinded I could be by my own emotions.

Every step of the way, every clue that she had left behind. I see, yet, I ignore.

She's not stupid. She knows very well what is happening and what she doing. Problem is, I was blind. And I can't get my eyes open to see the real world.

Now I can. And I know I should stop. There is no reason to continue this embrassment for her.

But still, how long will these eyes keep open..?

In line with today's chapel.... It was not greed. It was not pride. Neither was it unforgiveness.

Its just plain humanity.